for you i will

hehe.. sje maw menggedix mengepost prkare ini ahaha :))
oke2,here's

my kind of boy

i once did tis kt fb but,tis will be a new vrsion laa.. haha

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
ckuplah skadar sdap mata memandang.. heee :)

2. Smart?
yup3, in any way..

3. Preferred age?
at least 2 years older than me lalala~

4. Preferred height?
BAMMM~ hahaha :p

5. How about sense of humor?
OF COURSE *wink*wink*

6. How about piercings?
depends.. chehhh :)

7. Accepts you for who you are?
yesh..exactly.. :)

8. Pink hair?
NEVERRRR~

9. Mushy or no?
*wink*wink* :p

10. Thin or fat?
oke je mne2 pon.. <3

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
either black or brown;but not white

12. Long hair or short hair?
i prefer guys with long hair actually :)

13. Plastic or metal?
wutt??? stainless steel..weee

14. Smells good?
kistna.. :)

15. Smoker?
acceptable..

16. Drinker?
a big NO-NO!!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
naaaahhhh.. bad boy ....ahhaha

18. Muscular?
hmm. we'l c..

19. Plays piano?
more than words...

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
kompang.. <3

21. Plays violin?
hmm... drum rollllllllllllllll~ :p

22. Sings very good?
hehe.. he is.. :p

23. Vain?
evil.. :)

24. With glasses?
xkesa..

25. With braces?
OMG.. hmmm idk la.. hahaha

26. Shy type?
kindaa haha

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
rebellious. :p

28. Active or passive?
actve plss..

29. Tight or bomb?
wutt??

30. Singer or dancer?
both..

31. Stunner?
sumtimes...

32. Hiphop?
NOO~

33. Earrings?
mne bole.. nti xble jdik wali..

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
oke jee.kwan kan.. ahahaha

35. Dimples?
cumell

36. Bookworm?
nahhhh

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?/
can sms considered as love letter

38. Playful?
:)

39. Flirty?
flirtatious*wink*wink*

40. Poem writer?
xyahla kot..

41. Serious?
when the seriousness is needed

42. Campus crush?
noo

43. Painter?
head over heels. <3

44. Religious?
if possible yes, so he can guide me.. :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
he is!! haish laa

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
ahahaha. will do

47. Speaks 20 languages?
it is not necessary..

48. Loyal or faithful?
both

49. Good kisser?
wink*wink*

50. loves children??
yes..

p/s
mr.heartbeat,
i will always have faith in everything that u do
i will always be there whenever u nid me
i noe,sumday
u'll prove 'em wrong :)
ilysm <3

the KNIFE is too SHARP

let us begin our journey..

slowly.. one step at a time..

hey.. its me n u..

see syg..

we're holding hands :))

that is how beautiful we begin US

i love you so much

till tis..

haha
it happened.. fuhh~


until my dear..




and again..



you're doing this to me



that 'you'; its me my dear
yes,u left me behind
far away behind you

tenkiu :)

enaf said~

p/s
mr.heartbeat,
i love you so much
like u said
if its sumone else,they will definitely left u

so..

u noe wt to do

ilysm..
n u noe i rly do

<3

i dun noe you yet, though.....

wut goes around comes around..

sumtimes things happened n it can be according to our plan n sumtimes it turns out not the way we want it to be
for the past 20 years i've been living in this world;never in my life i got tis kind of peeps around me.. never!
n i hope tis will be only tis,thre's no the other vrsion.. hmm
tired of pretending..
tired of being backstabbed tis much
n tis time im hurt until i feel like i cant even open my eyes..
i love her so much but it hurts me when i noe lots of things bout her.. i had nver expct that she is tat way.. nver..
i respect her bcause wat can i say is tat she is very pure but then she kills me softly with her tender touch..
i cant tolerate things like tis..
anymore..

i love you syg so much, again i say it..
but then u just hurt me badly..
till u say sory
i just cant accept your appearance in my life..
im so sory..
its just too much..
n i wonder wuts next..

sory my dear.. im so sory..

p/s
SYG..
i love you wit every beat of my heart
im insanely in love wit u
i'll stand by you forever though it costs me my life
tenkiu :)

rumah.api

F.I.R.E.H.O.U.S.E

You know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I wanna be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I wanna be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

Oh, I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I wanna be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you, oh yeah
I live my life for you

dear mr.heartbeat,
i live my life for you
its a vow;
not a promise anymore

yours truly,
mrs.heartbeat

little 'sumtin'

s u m t i n

things that my mouth cant speak

then,my little fingers will have to do all the dirty jobs

telling the truth will owez b sumtin that mira cant do

fuhhh.. its tough man..

sumtimes knife can just be too sharp for me

if its not use wisely..

i mean,every things have their own purpose

knife is used to cut things

but at times we have to see n pay more attention to what are the things that supposed to be cut

if not, it will only 'hurt' me even more :)

peeps,

every things happened for a very good reason

n

things happened according to HIS plan

im not saying that im againts HIS will but then

im trying hard to find a reason why all these things happened to me

luckily im blessed with all my sygss

they will owez be my strength

f o r e v e r

from my love life till my personal life

i am obligated to be strong n very3 strong

its tough.. n its getting tougher every day..

i have to face it whether i like it or not

my dear swetheart

there will owez b reason y He created u to b mine

i owez believe that sumday

sumhow

u will find a perfect way to our happiness

i noe u will bring it to me syg

i noe u will

u can..

sumday

i noe..

i have a strong faith in every things that u do yang

i owez do..

im not searching for perfection in u anymore

because its your imperfection that makes me fall even more in love with u

n its getting deeper day by day

loving u wit every beat of my heart mr.heartbeat *sigh*